Monday, June 13, 2011

Note to self: See where you may land, if you decide to leap.

I am one of millions of people who have no idea what they want out of life. What career do I want? Where do I want to pursue this career (if`I decide I want a career at all)? I like change and hate it at the same time, I like when things are still semi-familiar while being just a bit different. Different haircut, same hair. New piercing or tattoo, same body. New place, same friends. But things don't always work out like that. There are days when I dream or moving to a new city, state or maybe even a different continent! Like a need a fresh start. But that's when the questions start. Why do I feel like I need a fresh start...am I running away from something? Why would I want to move away from all of my friends and family? Hopefully, I can answer my own questions, otherwise I am putting myself in the dog house! lol AAAHHHHHHHHHH! Being responsible sucks.


I am learning that when it comes to important decisions in life, it is better to walk slow and pay attention rather than jump and see where you land. 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Note to self: No one likes a quitter.

I am not really good at writing blogs but I am making a promise to myself to keep up with this. I have so many thoughts fluttering though the cavern that is my brain that sometimes as soon as I think of something, it's gone. And, most people can understand this, I think of so much that I want to write down yet, as soon as I start to type, I lose it. Why can't this happen when I am trying to fall asleep! Oh well, must learn to train the brain. To tired right now to think of something witty to say, so I am off to bed. Fare thee well, oh vacuum that is the interwebs.